The past few weeks have been interesting. From moving in about 4 days, to my car that I have had since I was 16 finally taking its last run. Sad to say that I will have to "let go" of my high school car. It has gotten me to and from a lot of things though the years! Multiple trips across the pass to Central Washington University, down to Oregon to visit my dear Stacy. Few trips to California, but its time for me to get an new car. I am sad in this, that I will now have a car payment. Ugggg. But it needs to be done.

As for our move. Best thing that could have happened to us. Lost some "so called friends" in the process, but our life is better off with out those types of people.

But on a much happier note! My best friend since Kindergarten has learned that she is going to be a mommy! I am absolutely over the moon! I am so happy for Amber & Jason! As I think back to when we were little, and we made plans for our lives, everything did not work out as we had planned at the ripe age of 10, but everything has fallen into place with our lives! Amber and I are so close, like the sort of close we can not talk to each other for a few months ans pick up right where we left off like there was not time that elapsed. I hold her friendship deep in my heart and it will never fade. I love you so much Amber!

My kiddos have also come to visit this week! Elese is so tall (anything is tall to me though), she is about 5'3" and beautiful! We have a heart breaker on our hands! Everyday I dread the teenage years where some little boy will break her heart and the 3 of us parents will have to pick up the pieces, and explain to here that we know it hurts like hell now but life will go on. Ethan on the other hand is so much a mini Scott. He acts like Scott, talks like Scott and some of his remarks are much of his daddys. He is our funny guys who is always trying to keep the peace when people are fighting. He is our "strong and silent" little guy. Always trying to make everyone laugh.

Scott and I are doing great especially with all the life changes we have had over the last month. All the things that we have gone through have made us so much stronger as individuals and as a couple. If we can get through this we can get through anything he tells me, and I believe him. We will overcome these obstacles that life has given us and they will make us strong. What does not kill us will make us stronger he always tells me. Sometimes I wonder when will things be normal? But then again who's life is "normal".